i cnt think of nethin to write rite now........................my mind hs suddenly gn blank!!u sit to write abt smthin n u start to think wht u wanna write abt.........n thts precisely wht u shdnt do!!! thinkin confuses the mind.(bsides m out of practice!!)i did a lot of things today.....i sw a movie....sw a lot of stuff on t v....i hv so much goin on in my life rite now .......i shd b goin on n on n on like a broken alrm clock tht dsnt shut up!!.but whn it comes to actually.puttin my thoughts on paper...(or typin thm)m like a retarted person......its all in my mind but it just cnt seem to cm out!!!!...............ya cnt think nemore......so ...............this is just it. wht do u do whn this happens??? well nothin they say... n thts exactly whts so irritating!!! if u have a mind....... it will keep on goin on like a bad unrestrained and adament and relentless poet torturing u mercilessly........ only nothin of concequence will come out....... sm one of some importance once said..." u can be in a prison and be free".......... its all in the mind i guess. i liked wht i wrote yesterday..... just some fantasy of mine to able to expereince something extraodinary and life and mind altering.

as such i have a lot things on mind at this moment.... garfeild,the moon and the stars, songs of a.r rehman, my freinds, the new wolverine movie, the fact tht i have an obligation to actually focus on my studies also for a bit, singing, my irritations, my blog of course.......... the cricket world cup about to start in a couple of days..........cricketers........ the two pimples on my cheek ( n i hv to go to a lunch 2morrow!!!), the cookery show tht i watched in the morning( luv thm!!), all the places tht i wanna c........ wht the hell m i gonna wear 2morrow........ whn will i talk to my best freind next.... my own person, perfumes......... mythology, cultures.... johnny depp........... the books tht i wanna read..... the songs tht i wanna b able sing...... melody... nature......... nature shows....(david attenborough is really gud), rain.... the smell of it............. tiramisu n dark chocolate desserts........ my family n hw much i luv thm.......... flowers........ my old pics.......... online astrology sites hehehe.... dreams......laughter n lots of it............. and a couple of things more m sure. but nothing to write....

my second post n m already out of ideas......sheeeesh!!!!! but some of know me...... 1 thing i dnt have.... pateince... i'll try not to let u guys dwn....

p.s:oh,if ne1 hs ne suggetions............do tell me.....

comments will be appriciated.

well.........

standing under a tree almost on the edge of a cliff looking upon a valley.its pleasant, serene, calm and gratifying to self. admiring and just taking in the beauty around. the mountains..... so mighty and unyielding............and yet so composed n peaceful. n every little thing around complimenting them. nature in perfect harmony. nothing on the mind.......... just the scenery n the coolness of the wind. silence.......
n then suddenly the silence transforms into an empty stillness. everything suddenly goes lull. the birds r quite........ even the trees feel like they have stopped breathing. the wind vanishes. time stops for that moment.
then it happens...... the earth starts to rumble n move. starts to shudder......... holds on firmly to the tree and starts to panic. all of a sudden notice the mountains........which seem to be shaking n trembling not unlike the leaves of the tree. all at once feeling the earth move beneath the feet. such power!!! such authority....... such awe....... going rite through. in that moment feeling more like a part of this 'life' than ever before. "creation"............... was it something like this? the terms 'tandav' and 'shiv' come to mind. ' to move the mountains' they say................... to see such a spectacle........ feel humbled...... overwhelmed and overcome. is this what's getting lost??
it stops and its not the same............... but hw long can that last. lose sight of whats significant and meaningful pretty soon. do extraodinary experiences really change perspectives and reason?
well.................